i'm going mad. i'm going crazy. i'm going to die. today is remarkedly one of the worst days of my life.

*sighs* but i shall forget everything from this minute that happen before and remain positive. yes, i shall and i will. no more being upset, angry, sad, depress or frustrated. =)

thank you to my poor training colleagues whom had bore the blunt of me complaining non-stop. thank you to my dearest friends whom had listened. thank you to my most beloved family for being patient.

to a better tomorrow. *cheers*